Sometimes it can be very hard for me to trust. I want to know now if I am going to be doing this for 2 years in the Philippines or if I will study at home or if I am to study midwifery at all.
Lord, what is Your will? Where am I supposed to be and what am I supposed to be doing?
And the only thing I hear is: you are supposed to be right where you are doing just what you are doing. Live in today, not tomorrow. I will give you direction when you need it but for now just trust, rest, and step away from the window.